Sludge

Everyone has gone,
moved on,
and I am still the same
person I always
have been.
I am still the same, while
everybody grows apart.
And all I can do
to not be so angry
at everything and everyone
is open up my window
and listen to the crickets.
I get so angry knowing that
The Past got married,
though he said he never would, that
Constance went away, that
Love is long gone, that
Comfort couldn't
wait to get out.
I open my window,
but the truth is no one
and nothing helps.

I am still here
what for
why can't I up and leave?